Watching the sky , rainbow..

This is something which happened before..And i'm here to blog about it for some special reason..Some may think tat i'm petty or something..But its jus how i feel..And i dun care about wat u ppl think out there..So here goes..

Something caused me to think tat i'm jus a convenient friend for someone..When the person feel like it..There will be reply on my phone..If not there's totally nth for the whole day..And sometimes even when there's replies..The replies are jus short one worD replies..Even though there's like a few hrs interval between my msg and the reply..Dun tell me tat u dun have time to reply when there's actually so much time..

I know we're jus friends..Maybe i'm jus jealous or something..But still i gotta say it all out..Seems like u dun have time for me but have more then enough time for others..And because of tat certain problem between me and tat guy..U seems to be siding with him..Causing our friendship to become strained..But not between u and him..U can talk to him like nth's happened..But when u talked to me..Its like there's this barrier inbetween us..But did u think tat i was the one who made the effort to retain tat friendship between me and tat guy?While he jus sat there doing nth?Everything seems to be my fault..Nvr urs or others..Although i do admit tat wat happened tat time was because of my temper..But..Nvm..

And u dun rmb wat we talked about..Because u didn't notice the attitude way i replied u was the exact same reply u gave me before..When i i did nth wrong and all u jus wanted to do was to find problem with me..Seems like u can show others attitude but others cant show it back to u..And when it happens..U get unhappy and angry..While the other party jus had to be nice, cheer u up and apologised to u..U may not rmb..But i can rmb things like tat..I'm someone who hold grudges..Jus tat i dun show it normally..I do forgive and forget..But if this happens too often..I will explode..Like wat happened............................

11:05 AM

Ok..Starting from last mon went work..Saw agnes leong aka mrs liu on my way there and talked to her..And she actually made comments about not seeing me around in opss recently and about my ear hole..Haha..Weird..Then work till night before going home..

Tues didn't go work..Went to ball at night instead..Kinda injured my ankle..Almost like sprained it..Had to sit down abit before i could move again..And i think due to not balling for like so long..I almost got my leg cramped up..Couldn't walk..Then stayed there till like 11pm+ before going home..

Wed went work at 12pm till 10pm..Nth interesting..Thurs morning went down to hq in the morning..Was supposed to reach at 9am+..But ended up reaching at almost 11am even though i cabbed from home..Nth to do since everything has been set up..Helped out with the registration and met some familiar faces after changing to half 4..Went for the competition with tan,hafiz and zubair..Our 4 man team..

Had to take over fairuz for challenge quest since he couldn't make it..Had to wait till 4pm before our briefing started..Had to complete as many pushups and situps we could finish in 1min each..So i was in SEA team..While the other teams we competed against were AIR,WEST AND EAST..I didn't really know the score for the push ups for other district but all of us from SEA completed 50 each in one min..Making it full 200marks for us..

Situp was not as successful and we did 42,43,49 and 50..(I did 43..)Didn't had chance to rest and went to get ready got the 1k run and moc..We lead at the start but because of me..We let the others catch up..I haven really ran for like more then 3years except for the time where i ran from yishun to yl's house in yck..Not counting ball..

But from wat i heard..We still got 1st position..Cause i managed to complete through the motivation of the juniors..But i felt kinda depressing though..I had to get motivation from them..Haha..Well..And i vomitted water after the run..Cause its the only think i had from morning..

And it made me feel tat my physical endurance and stamina have all gone to zero..Changed and i rushed down to work on cab..Then worked till 10pm and went home..Didn't eat again..

Fri worked from 12pm till 10pm..And i made someone angry tat day..And nth interesting..Sat morning went ball at 9am+ till 1pm+..Its enjoyable i guess..Haha..After tat chilled with the guys for abit before going back to sembawang with andrew..Then showered before going out again..And i realised i got sunburned and started to have a terrible headache..Walked around alot..And to IOI plaza i think to play pool..Victor went off..

Then there was me,jc,johnny,eugene,jingkai,fen nie and yvonne..Went to eat carls junior..And i got full jus eating a little fries..And after i finished my burger..I felt worse and had to go vomit in the toilet..Not once but twice..Wasted my money..Haha..Tracy came..Walked about and went off at 10pm+..Didn't go home straight and went to my cousin's house..Dropped off with lim at yishun..

Saw sze li at yishun mrt and talked a little..Then took 811 to my cousin's house..And saw chong li..Talked to him about some stuffs on the bus..Got to my cousin house and stayed there for abit..Before taking cab home with my parents..Got home around 12am..Did some stuffs and feeling tired i fell asleep after i lied on my bed at around 2am..

Woke up around 6am and prepared..And went off to my cousin's house..Reached there at 7am+..Fell asleep at a certain point while waiting..Then waited till 9am+ before i went down to open the car door of the bride..Took pics with my cousin's brothers and good friends..Then went up..Talked to my uncles and cousins for quite abit..1st time i actually talked to my uncles for so long and had so much things to say..Felt a little weird..Around 12pm met up with kristina at 400+ to have lunch..Which i took a few bites and left it tat way without touching it anymore..Cause it is totally tasteless..And i dun really feel tat i wasted food even though i did..

Talked till like 1pm+ and i went home..Slept abit..Then went out around 7pm+ to attend the wedding..Saw alot of familiar faces..Drank abit..And went off at around 11pm+..Mon went work at 3pm..My cousin came around 5pm..And it was too darn busy..The earliest the orders could reach the customers were 30mins at a point of time..And the orders still continued to pour in..

Then stayed like this till 10pm..And started from 6pm..After tat got a free ride from ah lu to send me and my cousin to s11 in amk to eat tian ji zhou..Treated my cousin as i promised to..Ate till 11pm+ before cabbing home..

Monday, October 20, 2008

12:11 PM

Ok..Wed i went town with sc,sam and kenny..Walked around there to get some stuffs..Phil and alvin joined for awhile before going off with sam..And i managed to see tracy after like one month?Haha..

So walked around and i got a gift for my sis..And i went to do another ear piercing..Did it with sam and paid for her since i got her to go with me..After tracy's friends went off she joined us..And we went off when i needed to go down to work..And i spent $100+ tat day from eating and buying gifts..Its sad..Haha..

Thurs didn't go work..And went minds cafe to celebrate sam's birthday..And we enjoyed ourselves by playing games like jenga and saboteur..We guys got damn high..Haha..Fun and enjoyable..And i paid for it first again..$300+..And i found out some still haven paid me back..And i'm still like $80 short..I gotta save up soon..

Fri,sat and sun work from 12 till 10..And i fucking got scolded by some unreasonable customers..Jus because they can't wait for their food..There were so many customers who didn't get their food and had to wait..But its only them who cant wait patiently like others..

One family scolded me in front of so many ppl..Saying tat they ordered for a long time and others got it faster then them..Of course..Since they ordered something else and we only have like so limited amount of space to cook..And they even asked me for their orders for another 3 times..And i had to tell them they had to wait..And they jus came over and said tat they want to cancel and started scolding me..And of course i rebutted back till they cant say anything and they walked off like idiots..

And then there was another uncle who changed his seats till we cant find him..And then had to skip the order..Since there were too many customers..And he fucking blamed everything..And kept staring at me and pointing his freaking middle finger at me..Like its my fault tat he changed his seats?And its my fault tat he's jus a fucking drunkard who smokes in the non smoking area?If i were to take his pic and send it..He would be fined like crazy..Damn tat old man..

Anyway..I skipped ball on sat morning since i couldn't wake up..And i went zouk with winston on sat night after work..It was well..Not tat great..Since there's jus 2 of us..He saw his friend and i did too..Saw jofiliano there and talked abit..And me and winston stayed there till 5am+ before cabbing home..And i talked to to the taxi driver..He's young..Jus 12 years older then me..Talked about life and other stuffs with him..Haha..Quite alright..And only slept at 6am+..Before waking up at 8am+ and going work at 11am..Damn..

Ok..So i've finished ranting on my part..So off to read my comics again..

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

12:48 AM

Ok..From the last post till today..I have been working everyday..So its like either i go work at 12pm,3pm or 5pm..I will be in hougang till 10pm..Working..Nth interesting happened..Jus tat i got a free ride home from my uncle after work..But the was tat i had to wait for half an hour for him at cresendo pub before we went back..Almost had to drink too..Had been sleeping for around 10hrs a day..But i still feel tired..Almost couldn't get my hair cut due to my irregular sleeping hours..For oversleeping..And also of rain..

And on another day..I saw min yen..Someone whom i haven seen for more then a year..Haha..So disturbed her abit on the phone..Jus for a few mins since i was kinda busy at work..So nth much..Or tat most of the time when i go work with my cousin..It will be cabbing to work since he would fall back to sleep till its too late..Cabbing home with him is normal since after work everytime..It will be our normal transport home..But if i'm going home alone..I rather take bus and train home..Jus to stay out abit longer..Oh yeah..On fri i was helping my sis to prepare food for bbq..And i got a cut on my finger..Haha..Lucky it didn't bleed much..

Haven met up with friends for a long time..So i went to meet lenice and lilian at 848 coffeshop on sun night after work..So got home around 12am+..And had been helping lenice to put in some games for her psp..So had to call her alot of times..And met up with her quite abit to either get her memory stick or to pass her mine or to pass her's back or also to get mine back..Which well..Is troublesome..Anyway..Met them for supper tat night..But didn't eat much since i have lost my big appetide since dunno when..

And so..The outcome is tat i dun eat as much as last time??Losing appetite..Ppl who really knows me will know how much i can eat..Or will eat..And how i simply cannot miss a meal last time..But nowadays..I would jus eat to prevent myself from getting gastrics..And i can also jus eat one meal per day..And not fell hungry most of the time..Sometimes i may feel hungry at the end of the day..But jus eating things like 1 bread..And i could be full again..Oh yeah..And i saw zi yao and another friend whom i jus cant rmb his name tat night at the coffeeshop too..Talked abit..And also a pri sch friend..At the interchange..Haha..

So this marks the end of my week..And i wanna go out!!Jus working everyday is making me more and more lifeless then i already am..Waking up to work..After work get home and stare at the com..Sleep again..Wake up go work..Or if i'm working ltr..Stare at com till i'm suppossed to go out for work..And repeating the cycle again everyday..This has been my life for the past week..

Oh yeah..One more thing..Although its had already passed..But it's my sis 16th birthday on 14th october..So happy 16th birthday sis..And all the best to ur o's..Dun be like me..Haha..Had to rushed back to sembawang after work and meet lenice to get back my memory stick..And back home to celebrate my sis's birthday..Tiring..Nth else..So long then..

Monday, October 6, 2008

12:15 PM

Ok..Tat time i was at the airport i waited till 11pm+..Fen nie came..Then jayson and jingkai came..Then shuman came at 12am+..I was watching show and playing games..Nth else..Then around 5am+..Send shuman to t1..And went home on the 858 bus..Stayed home the rest of the day..Which is on thurs..

Then fri i went to work..And worked till 11pm..After tat sat down and ate with my cousin and ah boy..And since we had nth to do..We went to cresendo pub..Went in and was made to drink cause it was the boss' birthday..Drank quite abit..Good think i didn't get drunk..Got home at 12am+ 1am+ like tat..And slept at dunno wat time..

Sat woke up to send a msg and slept again..Work tat day was tiring cause there were alot of customers..And i got elbowed accidentally by one uncle..Cause we wanted to move back and i wanted to move front to get something..And it happened..Haha..Dun care..Went home with my cousin..Sun was the same..Work again..

Mon stayed home..Only went out at 6pm like tat to meet andrew and have dinner at sunplaza kfc..And we talked till 7pm+ like tat and i went to meet jc and the others at causeway point..They ate..Only me and jc didn't..So yeah..Went home around 10pm+..

Tues went work alone..And it was hella busy..After work..Bugged lenice and made her call me..Haha..Was talking to her about some stuffs tat she wanted me to help check..Talked to her from hougang till khatib and she hanged up to go do her stuffs..

Wed went work with my cousin at 12pm..And after work i went home shower and went to my cousin house at 11pm+..Played mahjong with my cousin xavier and his friends brian and benjamin again..Had $40 chips this time..My winnings actually got till i had around $70 of chips..Brian bought chips from us..And i lost till i had to pay $5..So yeah..I only lost $5..Haha..Which is damn lucky..Played till 9am+..

Got home and slept till 2pm+..Was supposed to work at 12pm..But i went at 5pm..Which was ok..Since my boss allowed me to go at 3 different timings..Then went home after tat..Fri,sat and sun all worked from 12pm till 10pm..And i went in to cook abit..So yeah..This is jus a boring and monotonous post..

And someone finally got back on sat..Haha..Missed her alot actually..Haha..But she don't believe me..Which is kinda sad..Hahahaha..So yeah..This is the end of my post..

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soh jin han irwin
north view primary school->
orchid park secondary school->
temasek polytechnic
information technology year 3
ncc(sea) 51st clt
born on 14th july 1989
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