Watching the sky , rainbow..

This is something which happened before..And i'm here to blog about it for some special reason..Some may think tat i'm petty or something..But its jus how i feel..And i dun care about wat u ppl think out there..So here goes..

Something caused me to think tat i'm jus a convenient friend for someone..When the person feel like it..There will be reply on my phone..If not there's totally nth for the whole day..And sometimes even when there's replies..The replies are jus short one worD replies..Even though there's like a few hrs interval between my msg and the reply..Dun tell me tat u dun have time to reply when there's actually so much time..

I know we're jus friends..Maybe i'm jus jealous or something..But still i gotta say it all out..Seems like u dun have time for me but have more then enough time for others..And because of tat certain problem between me and tat guy..U seems to be siding with him..Causing our friendship to become strained..But not between u and him..U can talk to him like nth's happened..But when u talked to me..Its like there's this barrier inbetween us..But did u think tat i was the one who made the effort to retain tat friendship between me and tat guy?While he jus sat there doing nth?Everything seems to be my fault..Nvr urs or others..Although i do admit tat wat happened tat time was because of my temper..But..Nvm..

And u dun rmb wat we talked about..Because u didn't notice the attitude way i replied u was the exact same reply u gave me before..When i i did nth wrong and all u jus wanted to do was to find problem with me..Seems like u can show others attitude but others cant show it back to u..And when it happens..U get unhappy and angry..While the other party jus had to be nice, cheer u up and apologised to u..U may not rmb..But i can rmb things like tat..I'm someone who hold grudges..Jus tat i dun show it normally..I do forgive and forget..But if this happens too often..I will explode..Like wat happened............................

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soh jin han irwin
north view primary school->
orchid park secondary school->
temasek polytechnic
information technology year 3
ncc(sea) 51st clt
born on 14th july 1989
cancer
irwin.89@hotmail.com

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